fathers...

so ever since i got a job my parents have been taking most of my money...my dad keeps making me buy parts for my car that doesnt run and we are trying to figure out whats wrong with it but it just seems like im putting money into for nothing...it has been just sitting there for the longest and it really sucks...today we are gonna go look at another bmw but this one is a stick...ive been wanting to drive a manual car so well see how it goes...but the thing is he want me to pay for it and i barely have any freakin money...man...haha my boyfriend says i complain to much

im in desperate need...

i need a car...but an affordable one that actually runs well

question....

how do you know when your in love?!

damit!!

so im failing my math class!!!
bummer...

i guess forever is not forever...

so i started my first day at forever 21 on sat...dude it was sooo hectic and busy...retail sucks butt...there were so many people and you turn your back for one sec and the table you just organized and made look all nice is right back to where it was....a huge mess...but still i was happy to work there caus eive always wanted to work there...so the hours were goood they gave me like 25 hours that week...so i figured the drive was worth it...mind you its in thousand oaks...but then by the end of my shift i went to go look at my scheduel again and it had changed drastically...i went from having like 5 days to just two...which really sucked...the old scheduel had me working on the following day but on the new scheduel they took that day away from me...so i didnt go into work...but then an hour after my shift was supposed to start they called me and asked if i was still gonna be able to make it and i told them that i didnt work that day according to the revised scheduel and all she said was "well your still supposed to come in"...and im thinking to myself i cant do this...not having a for sure scheduel was not gonna cuut it...especially since i was already working another job...so i sadly told her that i wasnt gonna be able to work for them...and all she said was "thats fine" and hung up on my face!!! how rude huh!!! but whatever it was the same pay as subway and subway is like ten min away form me so ya...hopefully i get more hours there too cause one of the managers is moving to Oregan...well see what happens

finally!!!

i get PAID tomorrow!!!

life sucks...

this sucks like working at subway is my frist job and i have been wanting to save up money for a car...heres the thing...my brothers car got repowed, my moms car got trashed, my car doesnt run....and now its like back and forth whos gonna use this car and when and how long and just bull like that...its sucks cause most of the time im the one left without a car...but ya so ive been trying to save up money but its not working out to good....i have to pay the water bill now and my parents and brothers and sisters just keep asking for money...its not easy to save it if i have to keep giving it away...ive been wanting to buy a cell phone too but thats not gonna work out either...why does everything have to be so expensive...it also doesnt help that my dad got layed off for a second time...hopefully everything comes through with the fafsa next semester cause i really need it!!